''I will never go back to that River again,'' Yes you can if you want it to. But you don't acted stupid the way you did in the first place. you knew that very dangerous waiting to happen and you go ahead and do it. What is telling you that ? I'm kinda sick and tired with you white western untampted spoiled little kids like you guys.(I don't mean all of them ok)... love to blamed somebody else of your stupidity..